I wish I could be that girl who gets to have that side of you where you would never hurt her. I thought I found that side but of course once we become happy and I thought things would fall into place, it all went to shit. I want to know that side that I knew when I first met you and keep that side.. I know you pick fights with me just for fun and its cute little bickers not huge fights..but I know im that girl you wont ever 100% completely forget or give up on but I know ill always be your 2nd choice. And I don’t know how much longer I can take being that…you were and always will be my number one and I just want to be that girl you make your number one….
If only you really knew me..you would know I am a bitch but if you knew me the way ebonee does you would know I am not..I hide behind who I am cause I hate being me…I am not perfect at all, I have split ends, I have a small nose, I have bug boobs, I have a small butt, I have a big gut….but I promise that if you knew me you would know I cry myself to sleep everynight cause I am thinkint about all the possible reasons I can’t be with aidan ); 3 when can he realize I love him when noone else does…..
Fuckking a bro if you want to sit there and have a relationship then maybe you should man the fuckk up and be the real boyfriend you should be, cause if not then you are going to end up hurting my best fuckking friend and you will get your shit checkked out for you real quick!
There is a difference between me being obssesive and me having strong feelings, so please just stop being such a fuckking douche bag to me and just talk to me…yeahh I might cry im not going to lie but im not going to bitch about anything sorry I have feelings…